Thursday, February 26, 2009

Dualities

I'm interested in dualities, damn that ego. On the inside is me, and on the outside is the rest of the world, allegedly. From this viewpoint everything seems to drop cleanly into two columns, with life being a magic blend of the two:

Love Fear
Feel Think
Heart Mind
Present Future
Be Know
Art Science
Unity Separation
One None
Light Dark
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Female Male
Yin Yang
Left Right (political)
Holy Spirit The Father

Some reading material...

http://www.lifepositive.com/Mind/consciousness/entropy.asp
http://www.lifepositive.com/Mind/evolution/evolution/the-millenium.asp

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Upanishads

http://www.entropy.in/


life systems

A simple energy transaction

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

thoughts on flow/fear/love

flow is a state where we discharge stimulus at the same rate at which we receive it. In a stable environment we naturally settle to this state over time. This is the essense of enjoyment. However in a rapidly changing environment we are more likely to persist in one of the following states...

fear is a state where we discharge stimulus at a lower rate than which we receive it. The mind is 'holding on' in order to process the information and discharge a response at a later time.

love is a state where we discharge stimilus at a faster rate than which we receive it. The mind is 'letting go'. This is the state which we naturally aim for, but cannot achieve continuously in life. Examples of this include prayer, meditation, falling in love, orgasm.

Our sense of time corresponds to the above states of experience. In flow we are entirely in the moment, there is no sense of passing time. In fear we experience the passing of time. In love, perhaps we experience a reversal.

Likewise, our level of entropy corresponds to these states. In flow there is no change. In fear, we reduce our entropy. In love, we increase it.

Similarly for energy the direction is reversed. In fear, energy is absorbed. In love, it is given.

etc.

Personal note - why this blog?

Often in my life i have felt pain inside me, a persistent numbing pain in my heart. It usually manifests as depression or social anxiety. Many people experience similar pain, manifesting in many different ways.

This blog is simply a way for me of making sense of this, and of sharing any ideas that arise. It will start out somewhat scientific, but acknowledging that this is only a part of what is.

Why "Entropy and Love"? For my sins, one of my distractions is to ponder and read about the multitude of dualities which we experience, right/wrong light/dark art/science heart/mind etc and how these manifest. The title is aimed at being suggestive of both sides of such a duality.

I welcome any comments, and thankyou for reading :-)